Shoes Outgrown

I remember this sticker… but I did not write this message… who then?

The Reckoning

Blasphemous was the sound
That rang through the wood
Atop the hill
And chilled the valley below.

Solo Conclave

And the caves beneath the serotonin haze were ablaze

Dreaded Dream

The sounds of the hawks hollaring ring in my ears

Eating Pain

Faint in the background
Is the longing of my soul

KNight of Knives

You came in the night and stole the security the walls of my home once provided. My life was changed and I wonder if you remember but somehow I seriously doubt it. It’s nothing to males, they get what they want and aint much we can do about it. Wrong. I’ve fought you twice and…

Thinking Outside the Bounds

Quiet lies the night, I imagine, Outside the bounds of the city, Away from the constant roar, Of the vast, ever flowing population. Above and around No tremble from the millions of tons Of metals and plastics, Covered in solid dark, Out of reach of the loud glows of street lamps, And over-exaggerated buisinesses… Beautiful…

Tragically INspired

It’s bright, the light is bearing down The hearth, it has a different warm Miles on miles as I can see But my reality is only feet around me Blunt as the printed picture may seem It’s as misinnerstood as an intoxicate’s dream Hang on, hang on the blue is not true blue Sheild your…

Wonderings: Trees

The trees do speak.To know what trees know,I believe, would beTruly intriguingAnd inciteful. They are comfortingAnd innately sincere.I look to themWhen I need peace.And I find it. The past is goneYet still with us.The stories held true in the elements.I wonder if they feelThings like nostalgia. Nostalgia rears, for me,At the oddest moments,With the weirdest…

Unveiling Cyclical Factors

I sometimes feel mental… Because I have thoughts that don’t seem normal…For instance… Just now I thought about how bad I feel for the ones whose mother still lives in these times and is completely duped and unable to break free mentally from the constant and intense psyops burying us these days…I’ve been soooo sad…

Please Slow

Stay still, father time Pause, please when I’m most elated! Stretch every small wonderful moment To last as long as they feel within me I hold so tighly To the time that passes… Standfast, second Hour and minute hands Breathe a calmness into the universe So everything may be peaceful, too I hope Things may…

Lacking

floating, lone, on a raft of expansive dread… home is far. so far i find myself considering the wave… for i know i cannot fly. and i cannot swim. uselessness is all i feel. how many turns ago was the right wrong one that led me onto the endless sea?! the frantic wind keeps me…

Execrable

Curse each trek into the bathroom For I feel the pressure of the elucidating mirror Don the understanding soon Please self help make my decisions clearer Don’t let me stand in my own way Tearing up the road as soon as its paved Less we permit the dastardly darkness to creep deeper into my non…

Box of Whatsits

bearing the brunt of the mid-day fatigue feeling the sun beaming down i tread on in auto-pilot until a noise comes from the sky i then lift my eyes to find the source i see nothing besides fake clouds and voltures circling in the thick, hot, moist air no one else seems to notice i…

Prophecy… psychics… foretelling… How do you decipher what’s real? Can you believe and not be naive? Too many things in my life have been accurately prophesied for me to not be somewhat of a believer; an open mind only helps. I do not dabble in the supernatural but I also make no assumptions about it….

Avoidance

So… not only am I blessed with intelligence and a mind completely of my own, I have an amazing intuition, ability to read signs, and perception of energies… These things are supposed to help me avoid useless moments but either I am a glutton for self-inflicted pain or I really enjoy the ride while letting…

Grief-Stricken Girl

Merlot, Merlot Make me not feel anymore It hurts so bad Help me let go   So many mistakes So much piled on I want your company Until I go home   The rain is strong And too consistent Has me drowning But nobody can sense it   I feel it’s obvious But I’m really invisible…

Dear Unfinished

When will you ever become bold enough to show your light and your work for the world to see and enjoy? Why do you haunt from old, dirty notebooks, lying beneath dust and broken key chains that hold just as many memories? What do you fear? What do you want? What do you want to…

Dear Pearll (PC) #1

I miss you… and I hate it! I wish I could erase this feeling, eject the pain, forget the memories, and actually live again… I feel like ish whenever I can feel. I want to be happy again. Actually… I think that would be new. I want to clear all these unanswered question and unexpressed…

YOLO, so no no

I say that I want a simple life… but I’m realizing that that is not true. Though I crave small things like financial security and love, my current situation brings to light my longing for extravagance. I don’t want to live in cave and hide from the world. I want to experience it’s beauty and…

re·cip·ro·cate

verb respond to (a gesture or action) by making a corresponding one experience the same (love, liking, or affection) for someone as that person does for oneself

Lollygagging

I’ve wrecked myself. I’ve hurt myself more than anyone else has hurt me. Poor decision-making is the story of me and the author has an undying admiration for plot twists. I lack motivation and inspiration not intelligence or intuition. I’m too nonchalant. I don’t do right because i don’t care to. I tend to get…

INiTial NOtaTions: HEr ReAlizatIoN

Her mind runs laps around exhilaration, fantasy, and confusion pit-stopping only to snap a mental image and assess the deepths of her folly.